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Shame
Shame is a hardcore emotion. By hardcore, I mean it is one of the most challenging emotions (for me) to process and let go of. Some hide their shame while others admit it openly, like a confession they feel they need to offer for redemption. I do a little of both. I could say it depends on the situation that the shame comes from. I am not sure that I have come to terms with all the things I have done that made me ashamed of myself or my actions. I fully admit I am not always the best person I can be. I could be a better daughter, mother,…
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Always the Wrong Place
We seem to be always in the wrong place. The distance between us is long and eternal. It is a daily struggle for both of us. I am not always proud of how I handle myself during the times I am not with him. Being a strong woman is hard. Long-distance relationships aren’t always the best or the worst. Sometimes they work out fine. There may be defined times to see each other such as every other weekend, or once a month. Our situation is different. It is last minute, spur of the moment, can you meet me now? I’m not going to lie, that is exciting. The call at…
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Lazy Days and Boobs!
There is something about a lazy day and boobs that makes sense. In more ways than one. Every morning, Daddy has asked that I send him pictures of boobs in the morning. We are at a distance most of the time and rarely see each other and this makes him smile in the morning, so I do not mind this task at all! I have A LOT of pictures of my boobs, and it dawned on me today that I could be sharing them here as well. This photo was taken while I was being quite lazy about the task. It was my day off and I just couldn’t bring…
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Piercing
Piercing was my answer to boredom! There are times when I get thoughts in my head because I get bored. I get bored a lot. I have been through a lot with my health over this past year. I wanted to mark the year anniversary of my surgery in some powerful way. The surgery last July was a big one and hit me emotionally more than I thought it would. A full hysterectomy with a note of cancer. It all has worked out well so far and I am taking things one day at a time. I do, however, have some emotional tinges about it all. Five years ago, I…
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Connection
She walked in and dropped to her knees. He came from the kitchen and approached her. She wrapped her arms around his legs and looked up at him without hesitation, creating a connection between their bodies. His eyes were dark. The dark they become when they play. She didn’t expect them to be so dark so soon. He was ready. She waited for him to decide what would happen next. He was caressing her hair, his eye hadn’t left hers. He was smiling. She knew that smile, and she knew what he wanted. She also knew that it would be what she wanted as well. He reached for his belt…
