There is something about red marks that make me happy. I love the color that spanks on my ass create. I am not a fan of my ass. It has never made me feel sexy, and when I see it, I usually am disappointed at its shape and wrinkles. I am trying to love and appreciate my body more these days. My body has been through a lot. The scars I have are signs of the battles I have been through, and I am learning to accept them. My ass has never let me down. I’m thankful for that. I am also very grateful that it responds to spankings, paddles and crops, and canes with such beautiful colors. Those red marks show me the strength, endurance, and resilience I have. These red marks make me feel sexy and are a beautiful reminder of a perfect sexy time!
I went for a very long time without any kinky play. Impact play is my favorite thing, and I missed spankings and the red marks that my bottom presented after a spanking. I have a couple of pictures resulting from spankings, and I love them. Perhaps these red marks warrant being framed and hung on my wall in the bedroom. They would constantly remind me of the pleasure this day brought to me.
Appreciating my body and how it responds is something I never knew was possible. I am so grateful that I have figured it out and can do so now.