• 70 year old model green jacket black shirt gorgeous
    Aging,  Decisions,  Experiences,  Memes and Things,  Random thoughts and processing

    I wonder what age that is…

    So let’s get real about age.   I have a love-hate relationship with age and aging.  My whole life, my mantra when others would complain about their age, aching muscles, or whatever was related to age; I would say it is just number.  I firmly believe this to be true.  My beautiful mother is 80 years old.  She walks over 20,000 steps a day, does yoga twice a week, and goes to the gym twice a week.  She plants and works her garden, and has several flower beds that she tends throughout the year.  Her energy is phenomenal!  I also always joke that I take after my father.  She has…

  • Aging,  Decisions,  Medical Related,  Self Love,  Thoughts

    Tuck

      As if my life hasn’t presented me with enough decisions and in some way options, I have been grappling with something that I have wanted to do for a long time.  I tend to tuck away my emotions most of the time and handle things on my own so this decision has been dwelling in my brain for quite some time.  To tuck or not to tuck that is the decision. I have grown a great deal in the area of self-love and self-acceptance.  Much of that came from my extinguished D/s relationship.  My fear was when Daddy left me that he would take the confidence he had given me…

  • Aging,  Memes and Things

    Defying the Odds

        There is much talk about menopause and its impacts and effects.  I get it.  I tend to push hard against the symptoms regularly.  There is still a little bit of me that wants to deny this is happening to me.  I guess some things you just have to accept.  I enjoy defying the odds on this issue.  Am I ashamed to be of the age where menopause is a possibility for any of my issues?  Yep, a little.  Defying the odds isn’t like a full-time job for me, but I prefer menopause not to be the first diagnosis that comes to mind. Okay, I can acquiesce on some things.…

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    Aging,  Memes and Things

    A Relationship with Hair

    A relationship with hair sounds weird, right?  We, as humans, have all kinds of different relationships.  While they are typically thought of between other humans or our furry and scaly pets, we can have relationships with inanimate objects as well.  At least I do.  Normal?  Well, normal is relative, after all. Growing up, I always wanted great hair.  A good relationship with hair.   You know what I mean, don’t you?  There was always that girl that had long blonde hair, or the one with perfect wavy hair that no matter how many failed perms you paid for, it never looked like hers.  We all wanted what we didn’t have.…