EroticonUK 2019
- Decisions, Erotic Journal Challenge, EroticonUK 2019, Experiences, Friendship, kinks, Learning the Hard Way, London, Memes and Things
Where and What brought me Here
There are many things I look back and remember, and I know they were signs. Sometimes I saw them and paid attention, but there are far more signs that I ignored or, most likely, ran from. What brought me here is not an easy answer. It was not proper to question much of anything, let alone your sexuality, when I was in my teens and twenties. It was the times. I have no ill will to my mom for not having talks with me about my options. We had healthy conversations about sex that were typical for the time. So with mom in the clear, let’s talk about those signs…
- EroticonUK 2019, Learning the Hard Way, Lifestyle, Random thoughts and processing, Relationship Thoughts Old and New, Writer Block, Writings
Breaking Through the Block
I can’t remember the last time I posted anything or even what it was. It has been a rough few weeks when it comes to writing. Breaking through the block has always been tough for me. I never had a process to breaking through the block that I was aware of, I just starting writing and got back on the horse. This was different. I tried over and over again and either thought it was crap or got frustrated because there was no flow and deleted whatever was there. Thanks to my The Smutlancers friends on Patreon, I was challenged to write this weekend. Or perhaps not challenged but made…
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A letter of thanks from the light you brought out in me.
Connecting emotions one breath at a time. I have always been big on letters. Perhaps it is the writer in me, I always find it easier to express myself in writing letters, poems, songs, and now I guess even blogs and books. I have many things to say to my Ex, but as I think about them and write them, I wonder what is most important to express at this point. He won’t see any of them, and even if it does make me feel better, is that why I write them? Or am I holding on to something that I never really had? Maybe I’ll never know. After…
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Eroticon 2019!
It has taken some time to get my thoughts together for this post. I started it several times, and it was a draft in my folder. looming and waiting for publishing. Eroticon 2019 was my first conference. It was more than just a conference. Perhaps that is why I was struggling to publish anything about it. I wanted to make sure I did it justice. Like most of my writing, I analyze and edit more than I can express. This was more than a conference, it was an experience. It was a life changing experience. I doubt I can do it justice, but I will try. Making the Decision to…
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Eroticon Boobs!!
I have a lot to say about Eroticon 2019 and the amazing experience that it was. One of the highlights and a great way to finish off the weekend was the Eroticon Boob photo! Hyacinth, who has made boobs extra special with her Boobday meme that she runs on A Dissolute Life Means had the amazing idea of everyone getting together and taking these photos. She sent it out on Twitter. I immediately responded, “I’m in!”. Honestly, I didn’t hesitate for even a second. The vibe from everyone at this conference was electric. I knew there would be several people interested in taking part in this. I had no idea how many…
