• The word FEAR with words inside each letter with different colors the primary colors ar red and black and yellow
    Erotic Journal Challenge,  Memes and Things

    Fear

    I have talked a lot about fear in many of my posts.  When I saw this prompt from Erotic Journal Challenge I thought I had a post on this topic already so I ran through some past posts and couldn’t find one dedicated to it.  Interesting because it is the main theme running through my life.  So here we go – a  post dedicated to fear. If you are reading this for answers on how to reduce, avoid, limit fear this probably isn’t going to help you.  In all my years I haven’t figured out how to do any of that.  I am not even sure that I know fear when it…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Memes and Things

    What I love

    Body Love part 2.   What parts of your lover’s body do you love the most? I love this because I think some of us (myself included) spend so much time focusing on ourselves that we forget to take time and focus on our lovers.  What are their insecurities and what are their concerns about their bodies?  What do they like about themselves?  And how often do we ask them?  I’m sure this happens in relationships but in my past, I was neglectful of checking in with my partners.   I was very skilled at complaining about myself and bolstering my poor body image.  Rarely did I check in with…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Memes and Things

    Body Love

    When you think about your body or body love, what’s the first word that comes to mind? Quite honestly, fat is the first word that comes to mind. Under clothes, I hide it well.  Naked is a little harder to accept.  I made huge strides during February Photofest 2019 in learning to accept my body and see the good in it.  Of course, I wish it were better toned but I know it isn’t because I don’t give it enough attention.  I don’t try hard enough to make it better.  Two gym memberships and a small gym in my basement there are no excuses that it isn’t more toned than…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Every Damn Day in June,  Memes and Things

    Love all trust a few

    Over the past few years, my ability to love all and trust has been diminished to nothing.  This makes me sad because I use to be a very trusting person.  I trusted that people (most people) were honest and good and truly trying to be good people.  Trying to be a good person myself, I naturally assumed others were doing the same.  Wrong.  Trusting people has hurt me.  Loving people have hurt me.  Trying to do both equally has proven impossible. Love all, trust a few.   I saw this written out today and instantly knew I had to borrow it for a post.  (I believe that it is a…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Every Damn Day in June,  Every Damn Day In June,  Memes and Things

    Grateful

    This subject, as most of these subjects, is bittersweet for me.  My gratitude runs deep with this.  As I have mentioned before, I was very late in coming to find my sexual self.  Very sheltered and not aware of what was out there, always thinking I was defective.   Through my writings and directly to him while we were together, I have always openly given all my gratitude to my recent ex-Dom.  Being grateful to him for everything he taught me and shared with me will never diminish or expire.  Thinking about this topic I realize that there is someone else I should recognize as well.  Actually, two people, plus my ex-Dom.…