Masturbation Monday

Masturbation Monday  Where getting off is half the fun...

  • old fashion dagger stained with blood on red silky sheet
    Experiences,  kinks,  Learning the Hard Way,  Masturbation Monday,  Relationship Thoughts Old and New,  Sir/Daddy,  Thoughts,  Toy for Sir,  Trust


    I swore I wasn’t going to write about you anymore.  I closed the door and locked it securely – or so I thought.  But today, today hit me in the heart like a dagger.  A feeling I thought I would never experience again.  Sadly, I was wrong once again.   Apparently, I will never be able to forget the experience of this dagger.  The unseen sharpness that slices through my skin with invisibility, piercing my heart with expert precise movement, never failing to hit its mark. This dagger is elusive, sneaky, stealthy.  The moment I think I have buried it, lost it, destroyed it, it returns to me out of nowhere.…

  • black and white bury shoulder and foot
    Every Damn Day In June,  Every Damn Day in June,  Masturbation Monday,  Memes and Things,  Sinful Sunday

    Our sex

    Our sex is not constant or regular or something to count on.  It is rare and random and last minute.  We have labeled it “coffee and sex”.  He comes over in the morning and we share coffee and catch up on our lives.  We lay on my bed talking about our kids, our stress points, and the things that make us both happy.  We end the conversation always talking about why we don’t see each more often, as we would like to.  Then we stare at each other and he leans in to kiss me. And then it starts.  His kisses are long and strong.  He isn’t Dominant in the…

  • Masturbation Monday,  Memes and Things


    The past two days have been cloudy and gloomy.  The rain started in the afternoon and was still falling.  The mood of the day matched the feel of the house.  Exhausted and mixed with emotions I fell into bed early even though I didn’t have to be at work tomorrow.  Normally I sleep with the television on but I was too tired to even reach for the remote.  That is bad for you anyway, right? As exhausted as I was I couldn’t fall asleep.  There were many thoughts running through my head and heart.  It was all very heavy like a blanket that was made of wool, warm but scratchy.…

  • security cameras black and white photo of a bedroom with a picture of the bed abstract dresser to the left with a carpet from security camera
    Masturbation,  Masturbation Monday,  Memes and Things

    Security Camera

    , Security cameras, ugh! Rebecca installed the video security cameras when she first hired someone to come and walk her dog.  She felt uneasy about a stranger in her home so she ordered a couple of security cameras.  One for the living room and one for the bedroom.  She wanted to know if someone was browsing through her house.  Recent events had her now working less, the dog walker no longer needed, she barely remembered they were there.  Walking into her bedroom she heard the familiar beeping that alerted her the camera had been offline.  Glancing at the clock she realized at some point the electricity had been off and…

  • two bare white legs at thigh level with a Derin cane with black handle and white whip laying across the legs. Whip marks visible on legs
    February Photofest 2019,  Masturbation,  Masturbation Monday,  Memes and Things,  Sinful Sunday

    Feeling the Sting.

    Sometimes you have to take matters into your own hands!  Although it isn’t at all the same as having it done to me, I have to admit I enjoyed feeling the familiar sting and seeing the marks I was able to make.  This was new to me.  This Delrin Cane actually lends itself to self-use, whether it was meant to or not.  Pulling back the cane and releasing it to hit my skin was a challenge. Knowing the strike is coming is quite different from anticipating it.  There was hesitation.  I was more gentle than I am used to or had expected from Sir.   It took a few times…