Relationship Thoughts Old and New
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Dagger
I swore I wasn’t going to write about you anymore. I closed the door and locked it securely – or so I thought. But today, today hit me in the heart like a dagger. A feeling I thought I would never experience again. Sadly, I was wrong once again. Apparently, I will never be able to forget the experience of this dagger. The unseen sharpness that slices through my skin with invisibility, piercing my heart with expert precise movement, never failing to hit its mark. This dagger is elusive, sneaky, stealthy. The moment I think I have buried it, lost it, destroyed it, it returns to me out of nowhere.…
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Breaking Through the Block
I can’t remember the last time I posted anything or even what it was. It has been a rough few weeks when it comes to writing. Breaking through the block has always been tough for me. I never had a process to breaking through the block that I was aware of, I just starting writing and got back on the horse. This was different. I tried over and over again and either thought it was crap or got frustrated because there was no flow and deleted whatever was there. Thanks to my The Smutlancers friends on Patreon, I was challenged to write this weekend. Or perhaps not challenged but made…
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Spilled Liquor
The corner of my dining room is where I keep my alcohol. Dusting the other day I looked up and realized that each of these bottles has a direct connection with people I have fallen in love with. I was never a big drinker and actually, still, I am not. I enjoy a good drink but I talk about drinking and needing a drink more than I actually do. All the spilled liquor in my home and in my life has made me who I am. I am not giving all the credit to spilled liquor but I give credit to the symbolism of it. Quarenta Y Tres Liqueur, A product of…
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A letter of thanks from the light you brought out in me.
Connecting emotions one breath at a time. I have always been big on letters. Perhaps it is the writer in me, I always find it easier to express myself in writing letters, poems, songs, and now I guess even blogs and books. I have many things to say to my Ex, but as I think about them and write them, I wonder what is most important to express at this point. He won’t see any of them, and even if it does make me feel better, is that why I write them? Or am I holding on to something that I never really had? Maybe I’ll never know. After…
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“So, what are you in to?” (Part 1)
After my break up in early August, I was lost. Few breakups leave you feeling great but when you were not the one that wanted the change, it is incredibly difficult. I have written about it, tried to verbalize it many times and I still feel like I haven’t quite articulated how it felt and what I was and still am feeling. I am sure this is the case with most breakups when you aren’t the one who wanted the breakup. This one was harder than most. I have several reasons for this, but the one that stands out, (not necessarily the primary reason), is the loss of…
