Thoughts
Thoughts and writings are very similar categories. Thoughts are more of a journal that is ongoing. Things I think about and goals I want to accomplish. There is no structure or method. Some of my stories will end up in this category based on the content. Sometimes the stories I write are the thoughts in my head that need a place to land.
- Aging, Decisions, Distress, Experiences, Friendship, Learning the Hard Way, Lifestyle, Memes and Things, Mom Moments, Open Relationships, Polyamorous, Protect Your Heart, Relationship Thoughts Old and New, Self Love, Thoughts, Trust, Vanilla, Writings
Unapologetically Me
I am unapologetically me. It has taken me a very long time to get to this point. I am 57 years old. Unfortunately I think this realization has only come to fruition over the last three years. I have made mistakes. Big ones and little ones. I have learned from every single one of those mistakes. Some of these mistakes I made more than once. That I apologize for, but I apologize to myself. I am not evil, and I do not go out and see who I can hurt or ruin. I live my life as the best person that I can be. I try to be honest, and…
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Blue Sky
The color blue to some is a sad and gloomy state of being. “Feeling blue” has been meant to feel sad and low. For me, there is something uplifting and hopeful about the color of a blue sky. I can make me feel happy. I look up and see the brilliant blue color and there is something about it that gives me hope. Particularly after a few days of grey and rainy days, the blue sky can energize me. Beaches and blue sky always center me. I usually give the beach and the ocean the credit for making me feel better and making me feel centered. I don’t think I…
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Tuck
As if my life hasn’t presented me with enough decisions and in some way options, I have been grappling with something that I have wanted to do for a long time. I tend to tuck away my emotions most of the time and handle things on my own so this decision has been dwelling in my brain for quite some time. To tuck or not to tuck that is the decision. I have grown a great deal in the area of self-love and self-acceptance. Much of that came from my extinguished D/s relationship. My fear was when Daddy left me that he would take the confidence he had given me…
- Experiences, kinks, Learning the Hard Way, Masturbation Monday, Relationship Thoughts Old and New, Sir/Daddy, Thoughts, Toy for Sir, Trust
Dagger
I swore I wasn’t going to write about you anymore. I closed the door and locked it securely – or so I thought. But today, today hit me in the heart like a dagger. A feeling I thought I would never experience again. Sadly, I was wrong once again. Apparently, I will never be able to forget the experience of this dagger. The unseen sharpness that slices through my skin with invisibility, piercing my heart with expert precise movement, never failing to hit its mark. This dagger is elusive, sneaky, stealthy. The moment I think I have buried it, lost it, destroyed it, it returns to me out of nowhere.…
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Erotic Journal Challenge #7 – Distress
Erotic Journal Challenge #7 – Distress I am starting the journal Challenge at the current week but will try and catch up on past weeks. I have always loved this idea and I am looking forward to pushing myself to answer the tough questions and also the fun ones. This post is about distress. After reading the prompt I realized my distress comes from a different place. When I think about distress as it relates to my sexual desires there are several different branches to this tree. When I was younger, first married at 24 years old, I was clueless about what I wanted or what turned me on.…
