• seeing double side by side pictures of the same white woman one side wearing a jean jacket, the other side wearing a blue tank top, both smiling same woman with significant weight loss
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    Seeing Double

    Seeing double and processing what I see.  Taking pictures of myself for February Photofest 2019 has been fun and challenging and has for the past 21 days had me thinking or rethinking my perspective on my body and my sensuality.  Today, I couldn’t post anything I had taken because they all seemed too revealing, or I wasn’t comfortable with what I saw.  Thinking (or overthinking) about it this morning, I realized it wasn’t just that the photos I had taken were revealing.  It was that when I looked at them I didn’t see sensual, I saw all the flaws that I view in myself.  So, I started going through old…