• fantasies are more than memories of my past feel woman in white dress under water looking cup at her refection in the water above
    Memes and Things,  QuoteQuest


    Fantasies are sometimes more memories I would like to alter. “Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope, and that enables you to laugh at life’s realities.” ~ Dr. Seuss Dr. Seuss always has an interesting take on things. I never thought of it this way. Looking through the wrong end of a telescope is a task in itself, I suppose. I do fantasize quite a bit. I am not sure my thoughts are all fantasies, though. I can drift away to a different place and a different world or the other time from a memory easier…

  • BDSM,  Learning the Hard Way,  Thoughts,  Toy for Sir,  Writings

    It Was Just A Dream

    I woke in a pool of my own sweat.  It took seconds to clear the fog in my head and make sense of what happened during my sleep.  I tried to convince myself it was the best wet dream of my life, but it wasn’t.  It was the worst nightmare ever. The dream slowly came back to my conscious mind in a slow wave.  The memories forced themselves through the fog.   With each image becoming clearer, I realized I was crying.  Tears.   Real tears.  Streaming in tandem down my cheeks and onto the sheets of my bed.  I realize I am sobbing uncontrollably.  I tell myself it was just a…