• Erotic Journal Challenge,  Memes and Things

    Body Love

    When you think about your body or body love, what’s the first word that comes to mind? Quite honestly, fat is the first word that comes to mind. Under clothes, I hide it well.  Naked is a little harder to accept.  I made huge strides during February Photofest 2019 in learning to accept my body and see the good in it.  Of course, I wish it were better toned but I know it isn’t because I don’t give it enough attention.  I don’t try hard enough to make it better.  Two gym memberships and a small gym in my basement there are no excuses that it isn’t more toned than…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Every Damn Day in June,  Every Damn Day In June,  Memes and Things

    Grateful

    This subject, as most of these subjects, is bittersweet for me.  My gratitude runs deep with this.  As I have mentioned before, I was very late in coming to find my sexual self.  Very sheltered and not aware of what was out there, always thinking I was defective.   Through my writings and directly to him while we were together, I have always openly given all my gratitude to my recent ex-Dom.  Being grateful to him for everything he taught me and shared with me will never diminish or expire.  Thinking about this topic I realize that there is someone else I should recognize as well.  Actually, two people, plus my ex-Dom.…

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    BDSM,  Erotic Journal Challenge,  Experiences,  Memes and Things

    I wish…

    If wishes were horses, beggars would ride. I think about this a lot, in all aspects of life.  What if I had a wish, or three wishes for finance, happiness, for myself or for my friends and family.  Never being one for “bucket lists” or even wishing.  Learning early on that wishing rarely works without a lot of effort behind it.  Bucket lists always seemed like another way of setting up failure.  I believe it is good to have dreams and goals, but just wishing doesn’t make it so.  Shame, but it is the truth.  Sometimes the truth sucks. So thinking about three wishes in relation to my sexual side…