• surgery scars from hysterectomy white woman stomach visable with hospital bandgaes of red yellow and white visible.
    Aging,  Decisions,  Distress,  February Photofest 2022,  Medical Related,  Memes and Things,  Random thoughts and processing,  Self Love

    I Needed Surgery

    My scars are sexy and remind me to love the body I have. Chrisy Kay I am using February Photofest 2022 as a way to restart my writing. The following outlines a year of health issues and emotional struggle that halted my writing and any sexuality I had. This photo is not exactly the “sexy shot” that one would expect but hang in there with me on this. I needed to start somewhere and I felt this was the best place to begin. I need surgery! When they tell you that you need surgery, it takes a minute to set in. I knew I needed surgery in the back of…

  • The word FEAR with words inside each letter with different colors the primary colors ar red and black and yellow
    Erotic Journal Challenge,  Memes and Things


    I have talked a lot about fear in many of my posts.  When I saw this prompt from Erotic Journal Challenge I thought I had a post on this topic already so I ran through some past posts and couldn’t find one dedicated to it.  Interesting because it is the main theme running through my life.  So here we go – a  post dedicated to fear. If you are reading this for answers on how to reduce, avoid, limit fear this probably isn’t going to help you.  In all my years I haven’t figured out how to do any of that.  I am not even sure that I know fear when it…

  • fear is not an option black and red corset on white woman with blurred face
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    Fear is not an Option

    Fear Fear is not an option Everything is just fine, she smiles. At work, she maintains her professional status, arriving on time, and making every meeting and deadline. At home, she cooks and cleans and takes care of her family.  She smiles and chats with the neighbors. She pays her bills when she can, she works extra if she has to do so. At night, in the morning, all day long she fears they will see who she really is. Everything is not ok.  She cries At work, she screams inside because she isn’t sure she is good enough for what she does. At home, she wants to climb in bed…