• white woman blonde hair bare breast with red robe off the shoulders
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    Photos! – Day 28!

    The last day of February Photofest 2019.  This was an amazing experience for me.  I have to admit I was terrified and had no idea if I would survive, or even finish it.  I wouldn’t have seen this through the 28 days without the support of this amazing community!  More than the experience of this special growth I have realized (most unexpected) was reading others’ words, and experiencing others’ thoughts and feelings and the beauty in the photos that everyone shared.  The journey is still a long way to go, but this has started growth and a change of perspective, on my inner self and my body image.  Here’s to…

  • white woman laying own with red corset on side view
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    Curves – February Photofest 2019 – Day 27

    Curves!  February Photofest shows my curves!  Curves… carefully disguised but I know they are there.  I’m kind of liking the curve of my ass in this picture though!  I have to laugh at this because I took a million pictures in this corset.  I love it.  The other half is black.  My two favorite colors together in one corset!  Perfect!  I ordered it and when I came I was excited that it fit my hips well.  I then looked at the top and somehow had lost my breasts!  Curvy at the bottom and small at the top means some things may need to be tailored.  I don’t care for this…

  • fear is not an option black and red corset on white woman with blurred face
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    Fear is not an Option

    Fear Fear is not an option Everything is just fine, she smiles. At work, she maintains her professional status, arriving on time, and making every meeting and deadline. At home, she cooks and cleans and takes care of her family.  She smiles and chats with the neighbors. She pays her bills when she can, she works extra if she has to do so. At night, in the morning, all day long she fears they will see who she really is. Everything is not ok.  She cries At work, she screams inside because she isn’t sure she is good enough for what she does. At home, she wants to climb in bed…

  • view of legs bent knees crossed with no pants and wearing a hoody covering the rest of the body comfy clothes
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things,  Sinful Sunday

    Comfy clothes

    The bottom line, I love my comfy clothes.  I spent some time tonight taking some pictures for the remainder of February Photofest 2019.  I pulled out some corsets and some outfits that I have to get in some kind of mood other than the one I was in.  It has been a day and I’m just feeling blah!  I pulled out two of my favorites corsets.  The problem with being curvy down below is that in order to get corsets to fit low, they are baggie up top.  I did all kinds of perspectives and just ended up more frustrated than when I started out.  I got them done so…

  • the sea blue and white ocean in view with sand visible and two feet crossed at the ankle
    February Photofest 2019,  Memes and Things

    The sea

    The sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net of wonder forever.  – Jacques Cousteau The sea, ocean, bay, whatever body of water is available is my favorite place to be.  February Photofest happens in a cold month with makes outdoor nature photos tough for a girl on the east coast.  So, I went through and found a picture from the past that was a warm and happy day.   A girl can dream!  Stretched on a blanket with the sun on my face and the warmth of the breeze from the sea I imagined you with me.  Your hand gently rubbing my body because you know…