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Entrance
Entrance into my body is permitted with consent and willingness. I feel complete. Three weeks of no touching, no fucking, no contact except for text and zoom calls, today was much needed. Long-distance relationships, regardless of their structure or distance, are complex. I am learning to deal with it, but it still sucks. There are long days and weekends when we feel disconnected. We wonder if we are thinking about each other, missing each other, or fucking others. We have made our agreements and dealt with our situation as best as possible. The most challenging part is not showing others how we are feeling inside. The best part of a…
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Day 13 – Black and White
I often hear the phrase, “it is black and white.” Typically this means that whatever the subject up for discussion is clear. There is no misunderstanding and it is exactly what it appears to be. That’s lovely to think there is such a thing but I call bullshit. Black and white as never been clear to me. I can always find the greys and shadows and light. In the guise of different perspectives, different cultures, different beliefs, nothing is black and white or cut and dry. The idioms, one line analogies, and labels we place on things are rarely what it appears to be. It is a shame that we…
