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    Decisions,  January Jumpstart


    Gratitude can be a struggle! I know that is a hard thing to wrap our brains around. So many people say it should not be a struggle. Just be grateful for what you have! I agree. To a point. I have gratitude and I am grateful for the things I have in my life. I have fought hard for all of it, not most of it, all of it. I have done it alone and with others but in the end, I know it is me that will have to pull out all the stops. Why? Because I want it more than anyone else does. (In most cases and depending…

  • Erotic Journal Challenge,  Every Damn Day in June,  Every Damn Day In June,  Memes and Things


    This subject, as most of these subjects, is bittersweet for me.  My gratitude runs deep with this.  As I have mentioned before, I was very late in coming to find my sexual self.  Very sheltered and not aware of what was out there, always thinking I was defective.   Through my writings and directly to him while we were together, I have always openly given all my gratitude to my recent ex-Dom.  Being grateful to him for everything he taught me and shared with me will never diminish or expire.  Thinking about this topic I realize that there is someone else I should recognize as well.  Actually, two people, plus my ex-Dom.…