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Unapologetically Me
I am unapologetically me. It has taken me a very long time to get to this point. I am 57 years old. Unfortunately I think this realization has only come to fruition over the last three years. I have made mistakes. Big ones and little ones. I have learned from every single one of those mistakes. Some of these mistakes I made more than once. That I apologize for, but I apologize to myself. I am not evil, and I do not go out and see who I can hurt or ruin. I live my life as the best person that I can be. I try to be honest, and…
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Just One Day of Love?
Valentines Day is just annoying to me. Just one day of love? Shouldn’t this be something we focus on year-round? My birthday is February 15. The day after the day of love. When I was a kid, my Dad would always show up on Valentine’s Day with a small stuffed animal and a small candy box for my sister and me. That is my best memory of this day. As I got older, it just got annoying. Valentines Day became a challenge for men (back in the day, that was the focus, so don’t shoot me with feminism on this one. I’m 57 years old today – it was literally…
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Dark Red
I may be a bit obsessed with dark red marks and bruises. After three years of not having them, I embrace them now with a passion that matches their color. These beautiful marks happened this morning during electric and satisfying and exhausting sex! I do not usually brag, but I will boast a lot about this situation. I may also be bragging a bit. Bragging or boasting may be the wrong word. Can you boast about something that comes easily to you? I am sure that many people, couples, threesomes, and swingers can indeed boast about their sex lives. Many people have great sex. I take particular exception because there…
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Shower
Shower vibes are great when you don’t have anywhere to be. Daddy likes me to send him a picture every morning since we can not be together. It is usually of my breast and occasionally my pussy. After several images of my breast at the desk, I decided to change things up. This morning, I was actually on my way to see him. I love being clean for him. I make sure to have my body in the way he likes it. Daddy isn’t picky and loves how I look. I worry about it more than he does. I am careful to shave and use shampoo and soap that smells…
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Red Marks
There is something about red marks that make me happy. I love the color that spanks on my ass create. I am not a fan of my ass. It has never made me feel sexy, and when I see it, I usually am disappointed at its shape and wrinkles. I am trying to love and appreciate my body more these days. My body has been through a lot. The scars I have are signs of the battles I have been through, and I am learning to accept them. My ass has never let me down. I’m thankful for that. I am also very grateful that it responds to spankings, paddles…