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Submissive
Does a submissive have certain Behaviors? Speaking for myself, I have specific behaviors that I now categorize as submissive but this was a late realization. I want to do for people. Make people happy, comfortable, have less stress in their life. I have always been the one to offer to help and rarely understand that it is ok to say “no”. This is good and bad. I never considered it submissive but more helpful and caring. When I got into a relationship with my Dom, and we talked about submission, all the traits seemed natural to me. They were all things that have always been in me. The kinky…
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What does Dominance mean to me?
Being submissive was a subtle realization. It started with the realization that I didn’t like sex. I swore it must be something wrong with me because anyone I talked to was having great sex. Couldn’t wait to have sex. I was at the point where I could take it or leave it I usually chose to leave it. Looking back now I can justify it as the time and the generation where my sexual awareness should have been exposed to different things and options. I was raised to marry a man and have kids. We didn’t talk about sex at home except for the logistics and how to’s of it. …
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Watching Him Sleep
There are a few times that I have the opportunity to watch him sleep. We take advantage of when we can and I am always more grateful than words can express when I get to lay next to him and wake up with him in the morning. In past relationships, there was always a routine. This was good because I knew what to expect, and bad, because I knew what to expect. Brush teeth, wash face, get in bed, have sex, roll over, sleep. This was my vanilla life. With Daddy, it is different every time. I don’t know what to expect and while it is frustrating it is also…
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Long Distance
At the suggestion of @Loving BDSM, I read a piece written by Molly Moore where she described how she and her Dom handled their long-distance relationship until they could be together full-time. Two things happened to me while I was listening to the podcast, and reading Molly Moore’s blog. First, I had never considered my situation as long distance. My Daddy lives 10 minutes from me and we work at the same location, so we are usually close in proximity. Having said that, we rarely see each other because of our situation. Lives are busy, work is busy, his primary is needy, his new house needs attention, his family needs…
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Lipstick message
I was in the bathroom preparing for bed and thought it would be cute to leave Daddy a note on the mirror in my lipstick. I rarely wear lipstick and when I do it is a light natural pink. I was filled with giddy joy as I drew a heart and wrote “forever your Toy” inside of it. I finished preparing for bed and left the bathroom. Daddy went in to take care of his bedtime prep. Daddy called me into the bathroom with a casual summons. I walked into the bathroom and he caressed my arm and then suddenly grabbed my hair and forced my face close to the…
